Dream Journal
by wish
Introduction
For many years I have had some strange dreams, dreams that I can never
quite get out of my head. I have always wanted to write them down but,
well to be honest, I think I was just too plain lazy to do the work.
Most of my dreams are of a spiritual nature. There are a series of
dreams that take place in the same location a sort of spiritual oasis in
a town deep in the mountains in a valley at the base of a high mountain
on a lake. There are lovely public beaches there and this is a spot I
have gone quite often. Because this is an exercise of memory, the
dreams will be in no particular order, instead I will simple let them
flow from my memory as they come so I can retrieve as many details as
possible. I hope to also include new dreams as I have them ,again, in
no particular order.
The Flood
The dream that seemed the most important to me happened a few years
ago. In the dream I was returning to the village where I grew up and
lived my life, when I arrived at the village I noticed some weird
changes had occurred among my people. Everyone was acting strangely
there were family gathering and reunions happening everywhere but the
atmosphere was oddly subdued, there was a lot of drinking going on but
for some strange reason any one who acted inappropriately was not
chastised instead they were comforted. This heavy grief that hung
thickly and heavily in the air puzzled and disturbed me so I took one of
my close friend aside and asked them what was going on. My friend told
me that while I was gone it was discovered that a great flood was coming
and that the whole world would be submerged and that the grief that hung
so heavily in the air was a result of the entire community mourning for
their impending deaths. This news made me feel very sad because I knew
all of a sudden what I must do. I said goodbye to my family and friends
who had resigned themselves to death and left with a group of people to
head for high ground. You see even though we in the group all knew that
the flood was indeed imminent and that we could not escape the deluge we
realized that we needed to climb the mountain in order to buy us the
time that we would need to learn to breath under water.
The Musician
In this dream I am a member of a community that exists on many different
dimensional levels. This community in the dream is called "The Musician
and his Entourage". In this dream The Musician is constant but everyone
else in the Entourage changes roles in every new dimensional shift and
is unaware that they exist in any other roles or dimensions. Not even
The Musician is aware that his context has changed. In the dream I am
one of The Musician's Entourage and am the same in every way to the rest
of the Entourage save one I alone of all the members of the group, The
musician and Entourage included, know the true relationship between The
Musician and his Entourage. In each incarnation or dimensional shift
the individuals in the group manifest together but each time in a
different relationship to The Musician. I too manifest in a different
relationship to The Musician except that I alone know who I am really
and who everyone else is and their true relationships to each other. I
have this ability because it is my responsibility to make sure that in
every incarnation or dimension away from our true realities that our new
relationships and their manifestations are harmonious with their true
relationships. The dream gives an example by zeroing in on two specific
group incarnations or dimensional shifts and their
manifest relationships and my role in harmonizing each of them. In the
first part of the dream The Musician is a huge rock star and he and his
Entourage which includes his Mother, Daughter, Wife and Wife's Best
Friend etc all live in a series of fancy hotels. I am the Best Friend
and I am always with The Musician and his Wife and He, Her and I always
manifest in close relationship. In the first part The Musician is
married to his "True Wife" and therefor the whole group is well alined
and harmonious with it's true relationships. However in the second part
of the dream we incarnate in a less then harmonious manner. In this
incarnation The Musician and his Entourage incarnate into a group a
little less well off than it had been in the first part of the dream. In
this incarnation The Musician and his Entourage are still on tour except
that instead of living in luxury hotels we all live in a series of
motels. In this incarnation for some reason The Musician's True Wife is
manifest in a relationship to The Musician that prohibits a physical
love relationship between them (i.e. his True Wife manifests as either his
Daughter or his Mother). Therefore, because we always exist together, I
take The Musician aside and make an offer of marriage with the
stipulation that this marriage must be a spiritual union and can be
celebrated as a such but that we must not marry legally. For some reason
it is very important to the harmony of the dimensions that our marriage
be celebrated this way. The Musician agrees. As a result of our
marriage the three of us can exist in harmonious relationship with each
other even though this incarnation it's self is in a less then
harmonious relationship to the original. This particular group
incarnation can be made to co-exist with the true dimensional reality by
virtue of my role and duties to the group as the one who is aware of who
we all really are and our true relationships to each other. My role is
therefore a sort of facilitator for the group and my job is to
troubleshoot any disharmony between each incarnation and our true
selves.
Healing and Rebalancing a Man's World and It's Inherent Spiritual
Injuries With Mother/Wife Healing Energies
In this dream I am alone with a cabin full of men of all descriptions
and all ages. In this dream we all live in a house at the edge of
civilization and my station or rank in this household is that of a
slave. Civilization itself is in a state of decline and the world
has become a barbarous place extremely dangerous for a woman without
protection. This group in the wilderness exists as a vestige of
socially organized society in a social atmosphere of complete chaos and
disorder. My function in the group is that of a group mother/wife
performing all the duties inherent in both of those roles. It is in
these roles under these conditions in a state of virtual slavery while
enduring many forms of physical, sexual, mental and emotional abuse that
it becomes my responsibility to heal the group and recreate a working
self perpetuating social order rebalancing the male energies with the
female to create a state of social stability and growth.
The Party and The Absentee Landlord
This dream is really two dreams in one.
In the first part of this dream
I am having a party in my apartement which is really the middle level of
a duplex
everyone is having a good time but we need more room to enjoy ourselves
as my apartment is quite crowded. In the dream the attic or the top
level apartment has been empty and unused for some time, so I decide to
clean it up and use it to expand our activities and give everyone more
room.
The attic doesn't really belong to me, it belongs to my landlord.
However after a reasonable attempt to contact him to no avail I decide
to use the space anyway as I know he will not mind.
In the second part of the dream an bunch of us at the party decide to go
for brunch at a neighbourhood restaurant. When we arrive and enter the
habitual spot at which we are used to dining we are surprised to find
out that the interior of the restaurant has been transformed into a very
luxurious and lavish restaurant with an air of sophistication and
class (It had previously been a plain old diner). An old woman who was
with us expressed a fear that the restaurant would be way to expensive
for us and suggested that we leave. We decided in spite of her fears to
stay and she stayed as well albeit in a state of extreme anxiety. Soon
pots of steaming coffee arrived accompanied by all kinds of wonderful
rich and tasty dainty delicacies. The old woman became increasingly
nervous as each platter of wonderful treats arrived each tastier then
the last until finally she stuffed her purse full of these treats and
slunk in fear put the back door. I however was unafraid, I knew I had
some money on me and if it got really expensive I knew their was still
room on my husbands credit card. I therefore enjoyed the feast with
abandon enjoying every morcel slowly, savoring all the flavours until I
was quite satisfied and full. At this point I went up to the cash to
pay the bill and found to my pleasant surprise that the bill was quite
reasonable and well within my means.
No Swimming
This dream took place not long after sept 11. In this dream I was
visiting a friend (my husbands step father?) in the mountains. It would
be the Laurentian mountains just north of Montreal with my husband. In
the dream we wanted to take a course at the local high school (adult
ed?) or teach I'm not sure but it was too late in the season. After
leaving the office we went to the library where there we lots of young
people that we anxious to talk to us. Later we wondered in the halls
and came upon a daycare center where all the kids we being put through
what looked like basic training when the teacher said do jumping jacks
the kids did them when they we told to turn around they turned around in
unison. An old man came up to us and said "that's how they train the
kids these days, it very sad" Me and my husband thought so too and we
left the school and went back home. Once home my husband's stepdad took
us out on a house boat on the lake. While on the house boat I though it
was weird that everywhere I looked I saw no swimming signs. It was the
international symbol a swimmer in a circle with a black line through
it. I went to the bath room and again everywhere no swimming signs I
opened up a toilet (which emptied straight in to the lake and was
accosted by a loud demon-like noise. I closed the toilet and quicky
went to my husbands step father and asked him what was going on. He
said "DON'T GO IN THE WATER THE WATER IS MAD AT US".
THE BOOK
In this dream I have come across a group of young people who are caught
within this evil book. The book is evil magick. The young ones
especially one particular boy are very deeply caught within the book. He
is drunk on evil power and does not know that he is dying, the book
kills many of it's victims. The boy and the other young people are so
far gone that they cannot hear me and are quite dangerous to me, each
other and themselves. I realize that I must enter into the book to pull
them out. There is no other way or they will die. I jump into the book
and pull them out one by one. This is dangerous for me but I know I
will succeed..
MOTHER BRINGS ME TOO THE WATERS EDGE
In this dream my mother and I are going to the public beach by the water
in my special spot in the mountains. We encounter a little resistance
from the warden of the park where the beach is located but get into the
parc eventually. Mom is not feeling well in this dream, as in real life
her ankle is hurting her and she is in a lot of pain. There is a
beautiful sun set as we approach the beach and mom sits on the sand and
looks out into the water and then says "I am not coming with you I
cannot go further then this I am too old and unwell. I can only bring
you to the waters edge you must go into the water alone".
JUNK BEING WASHED ASHORE
In this dream I am again at the beach at my special spot in the
mountains. I am swimming in the lake but there is a storm and for some
reason I have to dodge all this stuff (drift wood, parts of ships,
pieces of docks, furniture etc.) That is being cast upon the shore by
the force of the storm.
THE GOOD JESUS AND THE BAD JESUS
In this dream I am staying at this place, it kind of reminds me of the
convents and monastaries that used to rent themselves out to community
groups for conventions and retreats and the like. Anyway in this dream
I have two friends. The good Jesus and the bad Jesus. I am friends
with both of them but prefer to hang out with the good Jesus. Anyway I
go to visit the good Jesus and he tells me that he can't hang out right
now as he is very busy. So I am stuck hanging out with the bad Jesus.
Later I am in this big room with giant windows in fact the whole outer
was is windows. I am in what seems to be a waiting room or an
observation room when in the distance I see a big funnel cloud and then
another. In fact the sky is full of funnel clouds. As I hid behind a
partition in the room a funnel cloud busts the window. Me and my
family, however, are safe.
SKY FULL OF FUNNEL CLOUDS
In this dream I am on the four lane highway between here and the city of
Ottawa. There are huge funnel cloud every where. HUGE!!! funnel clouds
some miles across and there is wreckage everywhere I am very scared. In
this dream I also come out alive.
LIZARDS DOVES AND EGGS
In this dream I am watching over a huge colony of doves and their eggs.
There are lizards and snakes about and they are managing to get some of
the eggs. One even scratches me as I defend some eggs I prevail however
and manage to break the lizards back. I am not worried this time as I
know there are so many eggs that I know that the lizards and snakes will
not prevail.
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