Memory of an old winter

By Firstchild, dreamt on May 20, 2002

In this dream I have dreamed of Jeffrey and Elizabeth (see comments for information on who they are). The interesting part is that I was Jeffrey and still I talked to them somehow from the outside of the dream. I was not there in person, it is hard to describe.

First I had seen them holding each other in each other's arms, looking at "me" (more like looking into the camera in a movie). I could clearly see their faces, something I wasn't able to in previous dreams. I asked something like "why are you sad?", to which Liz replied: "His hair was cut, cannot you see?", then I saw something like an animation, showing the old hair and the new, cut one. It was not particularly long before either. (It must have been cut for the army, Niluda tells me)

Then, more like a movie again, I see things from an outer viewpoint. It is winter and there is snow. There are people on the narrow street, the houses are not particularly high, but have a more primitive, medieval look than if they were from the beginning of the twentieth century.
Liz and Jeffrey hug and kiss, they do not part easily. They run back to each other, hug and kiss again (I hope this dream does not seem like some teenage love story, it is not). They finally leave each other. Liz goes into the building, Jeffrey goes up some wide stairs in the street.

A new shot shows a dark and filthy room in which Jeffrey goes and lies down on a bench. Then I (as in me, not Jeffrey) say to myself from the outside of the dream: "Maybe it wasn't like this. Maybe Jeffrey didn't live like this", to which another voice instantly replies: "Do not try to change the past."

No more is remembered.

Info on Jeffrey and Elizabeth: Niluda&I's past life memories point to the beginning of the twentieth century, in London. I have only a few memories, Niluda has most, but they "overlap". Our names were Jeffrey Clarke, hers was Elizabeth Ferris, I mostly called her Liz. I was a worker and she was in a more upper class, but we had known each other since we had been children and we fell in love. We were never let to marry, she was given to another man. Then something happened to him and secretly we could be together sometimes. Then I had to go to fight in one of the world wars, where I crashed with my aeroplane when we were attacked suddenly.

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